christalblue wrote Jun 03, 2008 : I was doing a lot of deep thinking last night re: eating, food issues, weight loss, body image etc. I've come to realize my living issues are my eating and food issues. I know within my very being that my reactions to; my environment, my thinking pat...
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christalblue wrote Jun 02, 2008 : on the wall---you lie like a rug and that is all.
Im wearing shorts that last year I was about to give away they were so big on me. Good thing I didnt. Granted they fit me better than they did a month ago but hell---I was thinner without dieting l...
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christalblue wrote May 31, 2008 : I blew it at 4 this morning. Oh well. Get back on the horse I suppose. If I had eaten better at dinner or had a better snack I wouldn't have woken up so hungry.
I've been working on the farm itself instead of in the office so exercise is taken car...
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christalblue wrote May 13, 2008 : Ok I found my motivation ( you would think my health was enough but Hell Im shallow)It was in the back of a closet in my foyer I had forgotten about. Its my leather jacket. I was a wonderful size 6 when I bought it and loved it dearly. Being from a ...
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christalblue wrote May 12, 2008 : Ok Ive made it this long without a smoke...of course my family may need therapy after this is done. I also have binged ...on a salad and some chicken...probably gonna eat another orange too. Then Im going to sleep AGAIN....
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christalblue wrote May 12, 2008 : I dont think I like this quitting smoking crap...I mean stuff. In fact it kinda sucks rocks. In fact it kinda smells. In fact...I think you get the picture. I had an orange instead of one of the fruits I was planning on---it has alot more fruit sugar...
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christalblue wrote May 12, 2008 : Yesterday was a tough day. I spent the weekend with Robert. Saturday night was a 50th birthday party--I had a four by four inch peice of cake. Then the next day was reminicent day as Robert drove us all around Philly. I forgot it was Mothers Day unti...
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christalblue wrote May 09, 2008 : You know how some people you just 'click' with when you meet them? Then you know how cool it is and how much you want to keep meeting people you 'click' with...
I like to think of myself as a collector of artistic data---colors, textures, moment...
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christalblue wrote May 07, 2008 : 4:30 am------am I nuts?
I woke at 1:30 am. Kidneys have been rough on me since about 7 pm last night. A good bit of pain woke me. THEN I did something I dont normally do---I ate Apple Jacks with soy milk. Yea, not just one bowl, but two. WTH was I...
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christalblue wrote May 06, 2008 : I was getting Lizz's eye exam done at Walmart yesterday afternoon, when Bob whispered in my ear "I'm going outside to smoke". Half an hour later he still hadn't returned and I knew where he was---he had spotted Subway as we entered the door. That lil...
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